:S

i just realized how much i missed justin. We've seen each other only on the bus for the past 3 weeks. i havent really hung out with him since dec 17 when we went out for his birthday.and even that was with a group of people. i cant remember the last time we just did something us two. i miss the way he holds me, and our odd conversations. i miss not having to worry about anything else because he was there. I miss knowing he was always there for me. I suppose it wouldnt be so bad as long as we talked. we havent video chatted since he left. he's barely ever online and when he is online its for like 20 minutes. we barely talk any more and it seems like we never have time for each other anymore. This coming friday is our 10 month anniversary and how much do you want to bet we won't end up seeing each other. its a horrible feeling. like a part of me is missing. i don't like feeling like this.

i wonder if justin misses me at all. probably not cause hes not even trying. hes always busy and its just like he doesnt care. you know? i just cant wait until we can see each other again. i miss him so much.
GG

it is probably a good thing though because we are both stressed out and pulled to our limits with exams and summatives. we'd probably only fight anyway. thats why i hope we can see each other on the 29th cause everything will be done so we can just relaxe.