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Summer is almost over. There are only a few days left of vacation and then it's back to school. I can't say I'm that sad. I mean sure then we have to wake up early, and there are the set backs to any school. But my love for school and the excitement i have does outway the cons. Though i will be sad about not being able to see justin that often anymore, we will still talk and stuff during the week. I do love him and It'll be sad but the amount of days i've just sat at home and done nothing becayse i didn't have the inspiration to write and there was nothing else to do. so now school opening is weighing on every teenagers shoulders like a black doom that we all have to face sooner or later. Good thing for me I'm not that afraid to face the devil on my back.... wow that billy talent song just flew into my head :P anyways. School is in return and i just can't wait. I mean i'm sad that i didnt get to do everything that i had planned because of all the rain we've had. but it was still fun. Though next year I'm gonna try to skip all the drama and gossip that goes with high school and go solo. atleast until i for myself can differenciate between the pops, the rocks and the dweebs.
My plan is to sit out the drama of the return to school. Then once it's all calmed down I can see what peoples are really like. So instead of making friends right away I'm gonna wait till i get to REALLY meet them, so i don't waste any of my time on superficial drama that under normal surcomstances i would have nevre been tangled up in. Kind of lik grade 7 actually. Then I found my schwa and life waas so much simpler. Besides i beleive that school should be a place of work and well drama and friends aren't worht loosing my scholarship over. I like being alone anyways it gives me time to think.... though if i ever find a unique intellectual mind liek myself (and schwa) i will not pass up the opportunity to hang out. Besides there isnt verbal diarhea that most people have. you have to be yourself and not care what others think because then you end up being just as superficial as barbie. come on who wants to be a plastic doll that spends all day on littles girls' shelves.
Also now that i have worked out all the kinks in my book i can start just writing. I won't have to spend time trying to figure to figure out whats going to happen next. I can get on with the story and not spend days sitting there with nothing. Though details are skim as the story progresses im sure everything wil fall into place.
Another plus of the day I'm officially moved after nearly 2 years of "in the moving proccess" we are finally done. so onto the next chapter of my life. Unpacking! this should only take another year min. lol. My room is really sick. though the house itself is gross and smells prefusly like currie. its now called home.
FRom the bottom of my soul,
GothGirl xox