24 hours of silence! + other blabber

WOW that was a lot harder than i thought. I used to think no big deal i dont talk that much anyways but wow..... seeriously sometimes i just wanted to scream and yell. Now i did make a few slips like this morning when my dad called to see if i was up i mean i kind of had to answer and like a few times i forgot but for each slip i added 5 minutes soooo i think im good. by the end of the day the only one of my friends that were still doing it were me kelsey and emma!!! When my time finally ended i jumped out of my chair and screamed as loud as i could to get all that talking out of me.... it didnt work but oh well, the thing was that we were playing silent ball ( throwing the ball around the class no talking and no dropping or your out.) and so my teacher and like 10 other peoples jumped off their desks and were like whats wrong what heppened. lol I may be short and small but ive got i irish scream, aka blood curtling high pitched shrilly .... i break dog's ear drums and *I CAN SHATTER GLASS* no joke its awesome though whenever it happens my mom makes me clean up the mess teehee. thats why i like opera so much.... wo we are off topic though i have a feeling that this blog will be just complete blabber cause i just have soooo much to say and i really dont have a point just that i cant stop talking or like ill die of over load hee hee probably not but OMG you should how how friken fast im typing like i cant even see my fingers its pretty awesome i didnt even know that was possible! but then again ive had lots of practice and this way i can speek in my mind and get the words down just as fast so really its like talking though i really have to pay attention cause i dont know where half the keys are because i dont know how to touch type hee heee, still wow this is going to be long at the rate its going now i mean i started writing this like two minutes ago and i still have soooo much to say and there is already a lot writtien
WOW well im going to write a short story after and send it in to the silence .com thingy to show my experience and such. but it wont be in my view and actually doesnt have anything to do with me im just taking my experience of being caged and silencced, no one can hear you and no matter how loud you shout the silence goes on and you want to say somthing but you know yo;u cant and its really sad , and multiplying it by 10 to get the view of the little African girl and boy and then its really easy to get into the head of someone who doesnt really care because today i waas sourrounded with people trying to get me to stop and were making fun of me and really pissing me off but i held up and they eventually left but really i mean they have no clue how hard it is for 24 ours let alone the year or a life time, it must be horrible and that was with good food , nice beds warm houses... without it i would die im a wimp at heart :( though in my natural habitat ( the BIG cities ) I seem to kick ass! yeah baby. ick.... umm so im writing that and sending it in and if they dicide to post it somwhere ill send the link and if not then ill just post it on here and my dads website and everyewhwere i can, facebook myspace.... i really want this message to get out there, i really want to help by spreading awarenes, people have no idea what goes on under their noses. they really dont.
Now besides the silence blabber lets move on to normal stuff. Ummm i found another fellow writer today, hes joining the club yay! ( the book writer club for those too dense to catch on) Ya so it isaac , and im in it!!! im a back mage that decides to help the good people because the bad one ( i wasnt really filled in on the details ) wanted to destroy the world and that was sooo not cool with me because i like having fun here why on earth would i want to destroy it right? lol
WE are really going to have to start actually planing gatherings cause so far nothing is planed oooo i might do that tonight too.. I have a feeling that its going to be an all nighter because its almost midnight im only on the 1st movie in the three movie series and because im watching it online i cannot watch the whole thing together, its in parts with additional loading time. super i know, especially in the REALLY good parts, thats when they stop you know they really plan it i think....! oh and continuing and its almost 12 and i still have so much i want to do before i sleep and i am seriously not in the least bit tired and i have a full stock of cafeine upstairs!!! and if that doent work ive got candy and chocolate covered cofee beans.... wow now that its all laid out like that it seems like i planned it wow totally a coinsidence....
Another thing im now hooked on those manga books.... like the japanese books that you read backwards. right now im in the middle of absolute boyfriend its super funny cause she orders a boyfriend online and then she kind of freaks and falls in love with him because he is actually like a real person like most of the time you can forget completly but then hell do some weird matrix thing or be all ninja-ey or like this salespreson will remind her about it or so on so forth.
So i totally chikened out on asking kiranen out :( god i can usually just blurt these things out with guys but with him, im too scared to get shot down.... though we did talk and he said that he knew i like him soooo.... either itll get really acward or :) happy me! .... but i cant seem to get the guts to ask him.... does that mean that i like him more than other guys because im scared hell turn me down but im not scared with other guys... :S I REALLY DONT GET GUYS!!!!
anyways my fingers are starting to cramp ill go watch part 2 of my movie now,
See ya
GothGirl xox