GOD!!!!

My dad is having an emo day! GOD I HATE WHEN THIS HAPPENS... so basically when he gets depressed he drinks a lot, and when hes drunk he gets really mad and emotional. I told him monday that tonight I was using his office to watch my show. But because hes having "one of those days" he gives me lots of rants and then starts blasting music so loud I won't be able to get to sleep for a few hours. Not Only that but today was MY SHOW! I mean come on I like one show and now I cant watch it because hes having an emo day. Super! not only that but It's only 9:00pm and I've already cried atleast four times. I hate days like these , and then tomorrow will be even worse because he will have a hang over and I'll be an emotional wreck. this is just great.... GOD why did he have to today? I was having a good day up until now! Sometimes I feel like just yelling at him to stopp acting like a baby. Your 52 years old and drink more than a 20 year old! for crying out loud, get your act together!!!! I know life sucks then you die, but get over it. seriously sometimes I feel like I'm the parent and It's not fair because I haven't had my childhood yet and I'm loosing it fast, but he's still living his. , God I better stop I'm getting tears in the keyboard
Hopefully he stops soon,
GothGirl xox